i did it. i wonder if Master thought i would chicken out? For a brief second there i did think about it, but His disappointment would have been worse than the pain of the piercings. i'm going to say that it did hurt and that if i had to do it again, i might reconsider. Might talk to Master how i can't do it. Now that i have them, i am happy. i'm looking forward to when the healing process is over so that i can change the bar to a prettier one. Something a little sparkly please!
What i want most is for Master to be happy. They are mainly for Him, but i know He also wanted me to have a physical reminder of Him. Right now...i'm really feeling the physical reminder. i seriously enjoy it.
Anyway, i hate the weekend, and next week will be long. i will be without Him for 5 days. Yes, i know that we have the rest of our lives, but i just miss Him badly when we are apart for that long. i start feeling numb and just do my tasks with not much feeling. i hate it.
Someone did mention to me that my blog was full of real problems and that i handle them in a real way. i have to be honest and say that i took that as a compliment. i write on this blog as if no one reads it and it's just for me. Perhaps that's why its so intriguing? Maybe genuine?
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